its been a year :) but still greatly greatly missed
and i have school tommorow in the morning and i cant go to the temple
to pay my respects :( i love popo :D

triplets of belleville
:( why did you have to close so earlllyyy!!!!!!!!
initially supposed to catch it with nets but
IM SORRY YESTERDAY WAS THE LAST DAY
:( :( :(
in the end we went art friend shopping like what's new right hahaha
and sat is kebab and watches day :D
i love sultan kebabs agreee agreee ?

:) :) :)

rummaging through my house for scrap materials i bumped into this darling :D and surprisingly it still works
and my dad says its older then me :D :D :D :D :D

these just came in peekchures from nets baby 19th :D
nets looks veli veli cute HUH
i shall enlarge it and make it into a life size cardboard standeee :D hur hur
<3

some feelings left hanging
that's so hard to ignore
somehow i still feel
but everything's fine
as long as i like you
everything's fine just
with a hello,goodbye

:D somehow im much at ease

:)
today its netssssss birthday
19 :D thats is such a nice sounding number
had her bday luncheon at m.c.c :D
we love nets , nets is love
oh yeaa! i got the nice sketch book from artfwen at last :D and the first thing to get penned
is menstraution boy and bloody bloodhound :D wooo netsss very very nice creations :D
and supposedly suppose to club with her but hur hur dad decided to come home super late
so no dad =no money
no money =no clubbing
:) oh wells waiting for that JING to come by my place

for all times sake
happy 19Th nets babiezxzxzx :D <3 hearts you many many hope u like the 2 cards and many many mr.red.dot :D
MOVIE ON MONDAYYY!!! :D OK OK OK!!!!!!?????
and wooo im out

white canvas shoes is love :)
so is teh ahlia under the big big bright tree :)

I'm glad i met my butt just now with her girlfy
somehow zel makes me feel better, ive been going through so much angst
I'm falling sick, yet somehow or another i just ended up walking home in the rain
i don't know why, i don't feel me anymore. im angsty im jumpy
and most of the time im so tired.I cant do my work cant sleep well cant do anything
don't love me please don't
im not worth it, i dont want to drag this matter further,
i cannot deny the fact idid love you
i still do as a friend, purely as friends, im trying so hard to love you more then a friend
but i don't want to decieve you i don't want to lie to myself.
It's not fair for you and me
I know i wouldn't be ready anytime soon
please don't wait
there are other out there so much ready and more willing
I trust someone else will love you so much better
now it is not about him its me. only me time has really taken its toll on me
yes its true ive gotten used to loving you as a friend

I'm behind my work schedule by so much
I do not want to drop behind
i need a good night sleep, just one night of good sleep
I don't want to be thinking so hard and wearing my brains out before bed
its tiring very tiring.
please don't give me anymore time.
It was a hard and long process making this descision but i know i cannot drag this any further
It's killing me inside too much.i feel so stressed out.



i need my time alone for now

I PLEA FOR YOU TO HELP ME COLLECT TOILET ROLL TUBING OR THOSE U FIND IT THE KITCHEN TOWELS I HAVE A CHRISTMAS TREE TO BUILD HELLLPPPP! :D

im so so so so so so drained, both physically and mentally. but a last i managed to finish the marathon.1hr 16 mins.1 hour outside the timing i set which was 1 hr 15 min. If only i did not stop at the9km mark. stupid blisters. I havent had a decent night of sleep in a long time.and i wake up feeling like crap all the time.If only i properly resolved all my matters. Im tired very tired this month is killing me.

errrrgghhhh urgggggghhhhh throatttttt hurrrrttttssss cough*cough*
must be the stupid caipeng and wedges right hor jing??????? :(
yesterday was crap, out of the blue msn crashed on me :( really such a bad thing to happen
and oh yes :D i spent close to half an hour or more drawing a tajmahal
taj mahal is <3 :D
ning loves thing felt pens :D
I really don't feel like eating anymore :D
and im overusing this smiley face :D
okays okays, Mak's birthday celebration i can'r wait i love her so so so so so so so so very much!
other than being such a great coach, turning up for every single training and training us without pay.
Teaching me the tactics of becoming a good goalkeeper, always supporting and encouraging us
and OH YA she makes such nice lime juice too
we HEARTXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ MAK :D many many


and my life has been rather interesting lately :)
and shool as i said is getting busy,thank god i stayed back late last night to do some work.
egads sometimes i keep things to myself
its nothing wrong i think
its reassuring to me :)

and butt's in love :D
and she has found the girl who she treats her right :)
so new girl do make my butt a happy girl ( and try to keep this going long long so i dont have to marry her)
thank you tthank you :D

your just too good to be true
I do love you very much
and im very sorry if i think too much
i can't help it
give me time baby

me is meet cherine for munch munch at ashton's and i had 3 servings of brocolli :D and we had coffee which was good :)
its real fun to talk to cherine
cause we are tuned to the same DESIGN frequency :) let's work hars STL!!!!! :D


i lo.lo.lo.love my baby (:

ITS HOT IN TOPEKA!!!!!
my toe is hot PICK IT :D

hello world :D we is at JIng's place now
i woke up and realised sleeeping on the floor is actually quite nice
sleep overs are fun :D


i need lunccch!

hey baby hey baby hey
i love you pretty pretty much :D
simple enough? haha

Yest-a-day
is a good day well overall
i managed to collect my run pack for great eastern marathon. :)
and seriousy i so cannot wait for the run really with anonit :D
SO EGCITED! and so it was also Joan's Birthda
so many and so many schoolmates
were present. So nice huh :D caught up with all the mates and had my fair share of fun
met linet and irene too for the partay :D
we had several good talks.:)
eye opening of sorts but thats how we talk right zel ( WINKZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZX)
ya and zel I SERIOULSY THINK IF WE MARRY EACH OTHER WE WILL SUFFER TILL ETERNITY
hahahahahahhahhahahahhahahahhahahahahaahahahahhaaaahahhahahahahahahahahahahaha
as i said dont marry me MERRY MINT :D hahah ok so cold very cold
oh wells and Jing and i are still complaining about life as per usual
and i have to get a hair cut and go to calcal house now to help him with the iguide thingy
SO chao
chao
chao :)

oh ya P.S my cousin looks like a cabbage patch doll huh? :)

:) im still at my cuzzies house i woke up
and i had breakfast
BREAKFAST YOU KNOW!!!!! BREAKFAST!!
i ha grilled tomatoes with mushroom and scrambled eggs and sausages
BREAKFAST!!!!!!!
its such a bliss really, and yesterday i had a homecooked meal for dinner
what more can i ask :)

SAY OOOOO LA LA SAY OOOOOO
come on come on
SAY OOOOOO LA LA SAY OOOOO
ningmon happy cause i found my ipod behind my shoe box
Jinyee is brillant ( she told me stop looking for it, it will naturally resurface)
ok jinyee i will buy your ( I DONT CARE YOU MUST BUY MY HAPPY BOOK)
don't forget to nag at us people to complete our assesments on time.
:) so loads of stuff ben going on, like too many many
school.school.school.
and im glad to say my work is SO far on track
hopefully nothing stupid like short circuits will happen to me again.and kiling 2 months of work in a split second
and things in the last month has been a whirlwind for me
crazy crazy crazy, i had so many bad days, and being locked outside my house twice isnt pleasant.
OH ya today we had such an unsatisfying lunch and dinner :C
But school's been alright, no complaints so far, and so let me see
tommorow
1-im going to have breakfast tmr
2-brush my teeth
3-go to millenia to collect runpack
4-meet my hotstuff :D
5-go for Joan partay

things go fine for me pweassseeee :D i will loe you many many
ok out of a sudden i rather beat so im going to stop ...............
oh ya one more thing






someone buy my grapes? nice red crimson seedless ones i'll sell my soul for it and yes love you mani mani :)

i fought with my best friend for a reason
a reason that was stupid
very very stupid
next time just tell me butt, it saves me from so much
No matter how hard it may hit me
just tell me ive taken so much
its okay i can take more hits

I may seem oblivious
but sometimes i fight not to care
don't pull a fast one
cause i know when to call your bluff


the darkroom is <3
ningzzz mystery music is FAB :)
on a brighter note BKT with the mates

its 1.30am
and my parents are fucking quarreling
dont you 2 have no shame, for once act your age not youe shoe size
i hate staying at home without my sister
i don't want to listen i don't want to know
the only thing keeping me sane now is school
dont fucking make me lose my sanity

3 down 3 to go, this is what me and cal have been working hard on :)
pray hard it works out :D
wOOOO UPDATE!!! WE ARE DONEEE!!!! :D
like barely 10 minutes ago, we can hardly contain our excitement :D bye all!