Thursday, January 31, 2008

After the long and very hot shower
i feeeel

like a soon hock that just came out of the steamer

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

ok dreamweaver is so 
compleeecating :/
saturday barbiekew people
call or text me to reconfirm :)
OH fengs proposed a PS1 party, so those who have games please bring :D
screw Wii and Ps 3 the Original is back yaw 

xoxo (soso) hahahha

Monday, January 28, 2008

cause that's what i'm waiting for
that's what i'm waiting for
that's what i'm waiting for, aren't I?
that's what i'm waitinf for
that's what i'm waiting for
that's what i'm waiting for darlin'
Sometimes i do want to hear from you
if it's really impossible between us
If I do maybe I'll learn how to really let go in due time
but maybe i don't want to hear the truth
damn baby why is it so hard ? :(

Sunday, January 27, 2008

Saturday, January 26, 2008

never loved someone so much
at least you allow me to be around
even though nothing will happen
and for that I am thankful
very thankful indeed.
she sells sea shells on the seashore is on the train to the airport 
and then on a plane to singapore

Friday, January 25, 2008

sea sell she shells on the sea shore is coming back on sunday
we is going to have loads of good meals :D
well for tht 3 weeks 
and barbiekew on 2nd feb. I have started to inform people
its a bring your own alchohol party.
ok ok :D cause ning running low on booze hahaha
and to those who have done well for the Os good job
hannah you owe me coffee, and ill buy you a sub :D
for that a2 well done :D
and i was watching hell's kitchen
oh boy HELL it was,
but the working in the kitchen is no easy task, way difficult than what you people think
and to those who think, wanting to be a chef isn't realistic , or thinks cooking is simple.
all I can say is yes you haven't been in a kitchen YET 

oh wells heres to me wanting to run my own restaurant :D
ok bye people im going to my roof garden
lie on my back
and look at the stars
and fall asleep

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

its ridiculous to love 2 person at the same time
utterly ridiculous 

Saturday, January 19, 2008

that reaction from you
made it all worth while.
your like a superhero
with magic powers

hur hur dug this out from my desktop's folders,
some kukup 1 day tour thingy
i want to travel with those 2 brats again hee hee
i thought i had something to look forward to this saturday
why do i feel so.....
never mind
let's be positive
urgh i got to stop stop stop,whoever has a clue how I can please tell me
why is it so god damn it difficult to,
perhaps i got to talk it out.

Friday, January 18, 2008

i is got zeee print yawwwww
wahlau shoe tracking ebay is so tiring i swear can dieeee lor
uk and their time difference tsk tsk haha
tracking ebay :D
let me get the print print print
and golly golly golly !!!!!!!
pleaseeee ok at least the print!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you, but I'm trying to let go
It may not work but I don't know
Just don't know

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Monday, January 14, 2008

i will love you
till someone else surpasses you
which im sure will be long.
i shall love you long.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

schools in in in in :D

Saturday, January 12, 2008

 tell me how to get over you
cause i really need to
I have no clue how to 

Friday, January 11, 2008


Thursday, January 10, 2008

this has taught me alot
to love someone
without wanting anything in return
i've pretty much done that
okay i'm starting to sound like some certain king's buddha book
oh mr pi 
oh mr pi 
mr pitiful
i hope that you see through your picket
i hope that you see through your big yard and white picket fence
to make amends, to still be friends, to still be my friend

sending you home first is a responsibility of a good friend 
oh mr pi 
oh mr pi 
mr pitiful

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

yay me rooom is cleaned, threw out helloadofstuff 
and somehow i ended with pink bed sheets and, shimmering orange curtains
paints i shall buy tommorow :)
and soon robert will be up on it :D
so will jelly bird. (:
who wants to help me paint my room!! ?? :D :D :D
and seee my ewww bruise :( hurts like hell

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

thursday ta de gu shi
one last party before school commences one more one more
miaoziess is caught in zee rain :(
and triplets is really a wonder :D
crabs, prawns , fish and TOB (:
and football and injuring kitty :D hahahah ( or horr nets)

thanks camee for caring :)

Monday, January 07, 2008

football= its been so loong since we playes
achingg gahhhhh :(
managed to meet isma at long last though :)
and abl . and the rest of the mates :) its been a good day

notes to self- ning you have to let it go
i ought to follow jing and start using stickies
damn the feelings I have for you gahh.
please go away

Sunday, January 06, 2008

losing all control
the tears iv've shed
and moments i've thought

at ease though at ease 

Saturday, January 05, 2008

i'm tired
just let me grow out of it

Thursday, January 03, 2008

i sit in front of my com at dusk
okay i got to go on my light
okay back. met king at her oh so far away yewtee jungle
( how the hell did i convince myself to go!!!!)
anywyas, lunched and had a good talk. over so many stuff
and talked about our screwed up lives, what nots what nots.
stuff that i havent been able to tell anyone for quite a while now.
thank god i met king if not im just going to keep it inside me for
such a long time to come. relaised many stuff, like how loving someone
is just being contented that she's around( as Jing's buddha book said)
and how it's better not to expect much.
i'm not even expecting anymore , i don't even want to seek for anything
havent seen my mom in 2 weeks++
dad where are you???????
:( shoe come back sooooon. its so effing bored
fuck fuck fuck. 2008 you suck. so much for wanting a good year.
I should just hide away, but it's easier said then done everyone knows that.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

even if i dissapear today you wouldn't notice
when was the last time i spoke to you
when was the last time i saw you :(
when was the last time i said how are you?
i'm not complaining but it feels i'm losing you.
second day
home yet again. chores chores
and i realised whilst cleaning my room , i filled up 6 trashbags of stuff that i dont use anymore
and im only half way done . wahhlauuayessss im going to take forever hahaha
and i need dinner, with my gin tonic freezing gleefully in the freezer into a mushy mushy slurpee like consistency :D

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

I am holding onto something
, but i really want to let go

I know I can't , im trying but I can't
i'll try still, i'll try

gah, this is going to take me such a long time .
first day first day of 2008
that's it for 2007, good bye see you no time soon
spent the first day of the New year staying home, like so many other people apparently
yout tube-ed , ate 5 oranges.
New year's eve was spent at Bras basah
for fireworks, clear view :)
with nets and 2 of her archi mates.before taking a nice walk back to clarke
and having MC :D
I was looking forward to 2008, to be filled with surprises, friends, results, and perhaps love
but today was just ...................................................... boring?
tommorow tommorow will be a better day
and the music playing on itunes now makes me feeel like clubbing