will we be friends when we grow old?
is this the end of the line?

i hurt with you,i love with you
the world just seems to get in our way
is this the end of the line?

oh,please don't leave me
don't let your heat let go
is this the end of the line?

we'll find a way
the journey has just begun
is this the end of the line?
is this the end of the line?

being miserable for 3 days now aint pretty i swear.
and i still ask why do i bother

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FUCKING MUCH I care for YOU

i came i said my piece
I KNOW YOU SO WELL from now on i take that statement back cause i don't . guess i never did.
all these years i put you in front of my everything even myself,and i only cried so much for you. and now you tell me don't bother. im telling you that ive never been hurt so much till now.

so many others are dying to take my place

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you

i just made myself a fool for trying so hard all the time all this while. i dont want to give up. dont make me give up.
problems which i never told . for a year. just not to bother you
why do i even cared. why do i put in so much time and effort for you. YOU tell me why.
YOU tell me why i even love you so much . tell me tell me all

and crying it all out do work.

HOW CAN I FORGET ABOUT THE FOOD I HAD!! TSK ME

some steamboatish skewered thingy with some curry sauce
LU E pronounced as LOOO ER ( braised goose) haha
SHRIMP one TONS 2 PRAWNS IN ONE WANTON CAN!! i think prawns are free in china
and SO THE LOVE portugese egg tarts ( original trust me ) :Di ate 3 at one
shot ha lets see ( other food eaten worth mentioning- STINKY tofu gorgeous please. quills rabbit( so cruel i know) :D

MY VACATION PHOTOS :D which took forever to get posted haaha

my random shots close to heart :D

FOR SO THE LOVE ( woo hooo)

boredom doesn't kill it INSPIRES sparkly eyes**

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAL CAL!!!!!!!

and other randomness in action cats.pepper.berries :D

i failed basic theory HOW GAY tskk....

HAPPY 17 TH BIRTHDAY CHERINE

I LOVE YOU LOADS!!!

ME: i need to go shopping but no one is avail. to acc. me

Cherine: I WILL GO

ADVENTURES OF ME AND CHERINE SHOPPING SPREE!!!

had such a WONDERFUL lunch with cherine totally had TOO much to eat and cherines described tempura maki as the PINK LOOKING FISH THING like hello? haha and i did my shopping VERY VERY HAPPY!!!

i love the pastel green NUM formal ( so the love CHERINES WORD)
and so much other stuff I GOT MY WHITE PANTS LIKE FINALLY PLEASE!!

yes and had like coffee and snapple ( diet snapple i insisit) and headed home at like close to 10
whispers( WE WERE SUPPOSED TO LEAVE AT 8) its cherine's fault not mine! i swear!!

yes i had so much fun today! MUCHAS gracias cherino italiano gunatno

SO THE FETCH :D

i ran from kovan to punggol with mf last night and MF YOU REALLY CAN RUN PLEASE! pants*** let me do some math for you

approx time take for 2.4=20 minutes

total running time for me 1 hr 40 minutes

total distance covered----- 2.4km divide by 20 mins=0.12
total minutes of yesterday run 100 minutes

100 times 0.12= 12 km

i covered 12 km non stop yesterday and my about 14km or so
and i am barely aching WE ARE REALLY SUPER HEROES!!!! WEEESSS!!

met butt mea berl and jq today for dinner. had fun had food had laughs :D

hello!!
i straightened out my stuff. clarified things and am moving on :D

dear god please move my life back on track thank you :D


and hey butt YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ( butt SHIVERS in fear when i say that) hahah don be emo anymore too . it breaks my heart to see you like that

blogging bunniesss!!!!!!
as you see staying on the 63rd story gives you a damn good view :) i love swissotel cause its tall!!!!

went tanning with butt and mea . as per normal stupid weather.and managed to see mf and co. for the briefest period of time :(

and talking to ling is theraputic :D hahahah and shes a fun person to talk to !! surpirse surprise i found myself a new friend ! haha
see you on tuesday (:

butt says to give up.i ponder i feel i should but theres a part of me holding me back
i do hate living sometimes sigh

hi there

i am going to murder my 2 mouth ulcers

by eating a grapefruit now :D

i walked home from kovan today
i usually take a cab but just felt like taking a night walk i guess
the walk was short but it gave me space and peace to think

with the same song playing over exactly 6 times

i come to derive that, my life is actually very mundane all i thought for the past year was to study and thus i have overlooked so many matters. too much in fact,to the point that doing well and working hard in school is only what i wanted to achieve.but guess right now i do want something more and different in my life. I dont want to wake up every single day watch 5 hours of tv and stay 10 hours in front of the computer. and start complaining about the boredom i went throught the whole day. I want something more, i dont want to be SCHEDULED,SYSTEMATIC,MUNDANE any longer.

i want to change how i live for the better


lets kick it old skool,text book, romance cliche> all i want you to be is happy, even if it doesnt involve me being part of it

i have never been good with words
i find it so hard to say how i really feel
i find it tough to confess whats within


but all i want to say

I have fallen head over heels for you

and if i had the chance i will tell the world how much you really mean to me

hello world

I ATE HALF A WATERMELON TODAY

and im proud of it :D

me.mf.butt.mea watched mr bean's holiday today

i had dinner
i had ice cream
i had a nice talk
i had a nice bus ride
i had a nice everything

after tonight i wouldnt mind the wait no matter how long :)

its been long since i felt like that
i meant in a good way :D

im happy people very happy

sometimes i wonder how you really feel

my desk is actually quite charming :D( some random stuff)