seee theee gleee on meee faceee

had coffee and crappy lunch 

pie deliveries and stuffed eggplants

jing and borders

bec & ross and coffeebean

linet & chinatown 249 elusive porridge

buzane and architecture

OKAY back to work

oh i tried to make friends with a siamese cat

and OUT it comes :D me own shepards pie! :D
BEFORE IT GOES INTO THE HOT HOTO OVENO

roses i love you especially today

to see i was so down a couple of days back

but as i said i'll be up just give me 2 days

tadah back in full force. 

so here i come school, fun,friends,photoshop,and cd covers

i won't die so easy

when i say i don't look back, i never did.

WHY DO YOU THINK COCA-COLA( COKE) is so iconic and known worldwide?

please be kind and answer this question for me (:

happiebirdsdayannechia :D

and thanks for yummy sardines and potatoes ross (:

oh yea meet my new friend i call it ( the cat i saw at chaichee with white socks)

I LOVE GERMYBOYS

HELLO JING I AM SO EFFE EFEFFEFEFEFEFEFFFFE FEEE EFFFF PROUD OF YOU

HELLO JIN YEE JUST SCORED 2 SILVERS IN CROWBAR

AHHHHHHHH

kisses germyboys stuck around my macbook

REALLY i guess its more of how all of us, sat through the whole germy boys process with you that made it so much more special

once again really really job well done! 

:D

tjoe kee engs (:

SHARON I CANT BELIEVE YOU GOT TO KNOW THE VERY HOT YEAR 3 GIRL

YOUUUUU

NO FAIR 

hahahahahhahahaha

YOUR SUCH A LUCKY ASS SHARON 

have a very irritating cough that wouldn't go away

Jing make room for me in your bubble will you

i want to bob away from them scary humans

got to clear the air

open up for some fresh air

have a club sandwich 

go to school

and work hard

i'm done with feeling miserable

it drains me emotionally and physically 

as for yesterday the night out with violet was good

at least it did take my mind of certain things 

not to mention beef goulash

and it rained the entire morning

im feeling very blah

this is getting so hard

i don't even feel anything right now

i walked for 4 hours straight 

the toes starts to cramp

i stared into space for the entire day

i don't even want to speak

i walked into starbucks

i ordered a cappuccino 

after rejecting  an iced vanilla latte

i smile as though nothing is wrong

i still feel like im in a dream

i still question myself why?

thinking back , i wonder what did i do or not do

maybe you think i did not want it badly enough

maybe i wasnt good enough for you

or perhaps bad timing

or you never thought of me at all

either way this is taking so much more out of me 

compared to all the previous.

i have no idea how long will this take

or how am i going to overcome this

i may seem  strong like a man, the great wall 

but i am only human

i have emotions 

don't play with it 

and to those who is planning to put me down

please i tell you not too

just give me a break 

im too tired 

amie come sit on my wall and read me the story of O

tell it like you still believe that the end of the century

brings a change for you and me

all it took was one night and a

2 hour cry 

to break me down like that

you never know how hard it was for me to rebuild myself from the previous one

and convince myself to give myself one last chance

before giving up

for this i'm not forgiving my self

i despise myself for being weak

i loathe myself for being brittle

i hate myself for giving own a second chance

i was cautious

i moved along your pace

i never pushed you

i worried for you

i wanted the best for you

i ran in the rain 

i flew down for you

i cried for you

i loved you

guess along the way i forgot to love myself, so seems like i have only myself to blame well cheers to that.

you said you never want to see me upset

sickened in the sun

you dare tell me you love me

but you held me down

and screamed you wanted me to die

you lied to me

but im older now

and im not buying baby

demanding my response

dont bother breaking the door down

i found my way out

and you will never hurt me again

-evanescence , the last song im wasting on you

sick sick sick sick ):

really cannot function properly

day 1

drastic change of teaching methods, considering the fact that we got so used to miss lye :D

beef goulash

and reuniting with the wonderfuls

get well Jing ,evil food poisoning 

im still sick , can die kind of sick ugh

worst i just sprinted back in the heavy rain 

macaron on wednesday

hello ilya and nets dont forget up close and personal on the 16 of augustt 2008 at 8oclocks  (:

i thank those who takes time to listen

friends to keep

and yet some have forgotten 

im no i better check up on her before she assumes i forget her

get that

shoes and I barbie yesterday

glad my side of my friends could make it 

ilya i is still high on protein TWIRLS AROUND***

thanking joanne and cherine for making it too

and of course the ever lovely pogo and ger.

beers and gin

candles and sleeping bags 

amelie and the macbook

a higher deck, and tales of Japan

black outs and barbeque

and thats my weekend spent with my dear ones (:

and school's on monday and i think adi and sharon is home (:

 ah hahhhhhh :D xoxo ilya the protein high pingu girl !

i will make you a BIG pot of potato salad soon!

damn these guys are hot

been listening to that for 3 months

still not sick at all 

4As this time no running needed

tandoori chickeen and little cousin

haircut with J ( aye its the first high school girly thing we have done)

cold room

6 more illustrations to go

school few days away! :D

zeeeeee bowling shoes are so pwetty!

compared to my leyon bowling shoes which are school shoe look alike hur hur

i like dexter's alot alot (:

OH MY GODS LOOK AT THE MOMENTUM BALL

DROOOOLSSSSSSSSS

I WANT PREASE PREASE!

mom damn noisy

all i want is to sleep 

let me sleep more before i have to resume my late nights darn it

its like wtf man

need.heater.to.heat.up.quickly

WELCOME HOME JING!!! :D

OH I REALISED 

FROM MY VERY WONDERFUL STICKIES

JING YOUR COMING HOME TOMMOROW RIGHT? HAHAHA

(NO MISS LYE) :(

pretty peekchures from ilya ( fellow penguin warrior)

meatballs and coke light

mac book and chocolate biscuits

tortilla chips and salsa

japanese grapes and generous sister

paint and dirty feet

good friend and a day to remember :)

hearts you ilya! :D

10 more days till school starts

and i will self-shut-down my social life

and work my ass off for year 3

glad to still have the mates in the same class (:

herstory for some ODD reason drained me out

must be the gin fizz and gin tonic

okay bui ta han im going back to sleep

and i will drink soup later la

things are at a standstill now it seems

i still want the best for you

got the new timetable :)

decent i guess no off days

and apparently we DON't change classes!!

YAY JING YAY! :D

miss you much much

see you this weekend :)

cook many PROPER chinese food for you :D

and winged bean haha

update soon (:

for now

pengooooo

hi i kidnapped the 200 dollar silk blanket 

i tell you you can just melt under it

it is THAT comfortable (:

okay i think i shall go wash my toilet now 

my loom is velii cold 

brrrrrr..... (:

ils: i have to figure out how to draw penguuu on the wall! how how how how!>>!>!>

jing: lets play GUESS WHERE JING IS IN EUROPE GAME? kuai tian hui lai hao ma, i is miss you alot alot, i will cook for you fish ( teochew style) and other zee cha dishes (: i think sha is in taiwan playing with the taipei 101 mascot haha. come back need you to whine ALOT ):

how do i start. tell me how do you really feel? where do you think this is heading to? is it possible still? or was it just a phase, enlighten me please

look at how blue my shirt is :D it is the same korour as the wall :D

play was alright (:

left early though

had supper ( in like months)

ok need sleeep now (:

night world

blue da ba dee ba de da :D

i live in a blue house with a blue window

oh and red door 

i think my room looks like a playhouse haha

note to self: hello where do you think your going?

                      can't you just ask?

sneak peek of my blue room

and awfully colourful hands :D