Monday, July 21, 2008

all it took was one night and a
2 hour cry 
to break me down like that
you never know how hard it was for me to rebuild myself from the previous one
and convince myself to give myself one last chance
before giving up
for this i'm not forgiving my self

i despise myself for being weak
i loathe myself for being brittle
i hate myself for giving own a second chance
i was cautious
i moved along your pace
i never pushed you
i worried for you
i wanted the best for you
i ran in the rain 
i flew down for you
i cried for you
i loved you

guess along the way i forgot to love myself, so seems like i have only myself to blame well cheers to that.
you said you never want to see me upset


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