After the long and very hot shower

i feeeel

like a soon hock that just came out of the steamer

ok dreamweaver is so 

compleeecating :/

saturday barbiekew people

call or text me to reconfirm :)

OH fengs proposed a PS1 party, so those who have games please bring :D

screw Wii and Ps 3 the Original is back yaw 

xoxo (soso) hahahha

hello my name is wolly the golly and 

I hail from London via royal post 

I am adopted by ning by Ebay adoption agency

nice to meet all of you nice people

p.s I met the queen before woo 

cause that's what i'm waiting for

that's what i'm waiting for

that's what i'm waiting for, aren't I?

that's what i'm waitinf for

that's what i'm waiting for

that's what i'm waiting for darlin'

Sometimes i do want to hear from you

if it's really impossible between us

If I do maybe I'll learn how to really let go in due time

but maybe i don't want to hear the truth

damn baby why is it so hard ? :(

never loved someone so much

at least you allow me to be around

even though nothing will happen

and for that I am thankful

very thankful indeed.

she sells sea shells on the seashore is on the train to the airport 

and then on a plane to singapore

:D WOOOOO

sea sell she shells on the sea shore is coming back on sunday

we is going to have loads of good meals :D

well for tht 3 weeks 

and barbiekew on 2nd feb. I have started to inform people

its a bring your own alchohol party.

ok ok :D cause ning running low on booze hahaha

and to those who have done well for the Os good job

hannah you owe me coffee, and ill buy you a sub :D

for that a2 well done :D

and i was watching hell's kitchen

oh boy HELL it was,

but the working in the kitchen is no easy task, way difficult than what you people think

and to those who think, wanting to be a chef isn't realistic , or thinks cooking is simple.

all I can say is yes you haven't been in a kitchen YET 

oh wells heres to me wanting to run my own restaurant :D

ok bye people im going to my roof garden

lie on my back

and look at the stars

and fall asleep

its ridiculous to love 2 person at the same time

utterly ridiculous 

that reaction from you

made it all worth while.

your like a superhero

with magic powers

hur hur dug this out from my desktop's folders,
some kukup 1 day tour thingy
i want to travel with those 2 brats again hee hee

i thought i had something to look forward to this saturday

:(

why do i feel so.....

never mind

let's be positive

urgh i got to stop stop stop,whoever has a clue how I can please tell me

why is it so god damn it difficult to,

perhaps i got to talk it out.

YESSSSSSSSS

GOT IT GOT IT GOT IT GOT IT!!!!!

:D

i is got zeee print yawwwww

wahlau shoe tracking ebay is so tiring i swear can dieeee lor

uk and their time difference tsk tsk haha

tracking ebay :D

let me get the print print print

and golly golly golly !!!!!!!

pleaseeee ok at least the print!

I tried and tried to let you know

I love you, but I'm trying to let go

It may not work but I don't know

Just don't know

click to enlarge (:

yay :D dinner with the brats , ham and mushroom cream pasta, and terriyake salmon pasta 

gahhhh fulllll :D :D :D :D

i will love you

till someone else surpasses you

which im sure will be long.

so

i shall love you long.

schools in in in in :D

mess to love :D

you

 tell me how to get over you

cause i really need to

but

I have no clue how to 

6 hours and, counting. 

FLY LIKE A JELLY BIRD :D!

this has taught me alot

to love someone

without wanting anything in return

i've pretty much done that

okay i'm starting to sound like some certain king's buddha book

oh mr pi 

oh mr pi 

mr pitiful

i hope that you see through your picket

i hope that you see through your big yard and white picket fence

to make amends, to still be friends, to still be my friend

sending you home first is a responsibility of a good friend 

oh mr pi 

oh mr pi 

mr pitiful

view of a half awake person

yay me rooom is cleaned, threw out helloadofstuff 

and somehow i ended with pink bed sheets and, shimmering orange curtains

paints i shall buy tommorow :)

and soon robert will be up on it :D

so will jelly bird. (:

who wants to help me paint my room!! ?? :D :D :D

and seee my ewww bruise :( hurts like hell

thursday ta de gu shi
one last party before school commences one more one more
miaoziess is caught in zee rain :(
and triplets is really a wonder :D
crabs, prawns , fish and TOB (:
and football and injuring kitty :D hahahah ( or horr nets)

thanks camee for caring :)

football= its been so loong since we playes
achingg gahhhhh :(
managed to meet isma at long last though :)
and abl . and the rest of the mates :) its been a good day

notes to self- ning you have to let it go
i ought to follow jing and start using stickies
damn the feelings I have for you gahh.
please go away

losing all control

the tears iv've shed

and moments i've thought

at ease though at ease 

i'm tired
just let me grow out of it

i sit in front of my com at dusk
okay i got to go on my light
okay back. met king at her oh so far away yewtee jungle
( how the hell did i convince myself to go!!!!)
anywyas, lunched and had a good talk. over so many stuff
and talked about our screwed up lives, what nots what nots.
stuff that i havent been able to tell anyone for quite a while now.
thank god i met king if not im just going to keep it inside me for
such a long time to come. relaised many stuff, like how loving someone
is just being contented that she's around( as Jing's buddha book said)
and how it's better not to expect much.
grrrrrr.........................................................................................................
i'm not even expecting anymore , i don't even want to seek for anything
havent seen my mom in 2 weeks++
dad where are you???????
:( shoe come back sooooon. its so effing bored
fuck fuck fuck. 2008 you suck. so much for wanting a good year.
I should just hide away, but it's easier said then done everyone knows that.

even if i dissapear today you wouldn't notice
sigh.
when was the last time i spoke to you
when was the last time i saw you :(
when was the last time i said how are you?
i'm not complaining but it feels i'm losing you.

second day
home yet again. chores chores
and i realised whilst cleaning my room , i filled up 6 trashbags of stuff that i dont use anymore
and im only half way done . wahhlauuayessss im going to take forever hahaha
and i need dinner, with my gin tonic freezing gleefully in the freezer into a mushy mushy slurpee like consistency :D

I am holding onto something
, but i really want to let go

but
I know I can't , im trying but I can't
i'll try still, i'll try

gah, this is going to take me such a long time .

first day first day of 2008
that's it for 2007, good bye see you no time soon
spent the first day of the New year staying home, like so many other people apparently
yout tube-ed , ate 5 oranges.
New year's eve was spent at Bras basah
for fireworks, clear view :)
with nets and 2 of her archi mates.before taking a nice walk back to clarke
and having MC :D
I was looking forward to 2008, to be filled with surprises, friends, results, and perhaps love
but today was just ...................................................... boring?
tommorow tommorow will be a better day
and the music playing on itunes now makes me feeel like clubbing