anyways

J 

i am very plouds of you sara leeeeee

(:

cannot wait for your short film.

brilliant brilliant brilliant ! :D

BIG BIG BIG BIG

2 days of getting lost in bloo car, overeating as always at j's place. and oh did i mention the awesome peoper.

im just staring into space the whole day

what happened to my creative juices i had a week ago

maybe i should finish the cake

or yet again i should just throw it away

throw it away

yes i shall

wait no thats lunch

lunch it is tommorow

and why does this seem 

so familiar. yet again

pogo's 20th

tanjong beach at some 12 midnight

4 plums in choya

white white white white black

cause your beautiful

shrimps

meat loaf

freaking 50 dollars on cab fare 

going to live on grass

sleeping bags

tired people

feels like a dream

dont wake me up 

cause your beautiful

sandy bedsheets

730 800 die i really have to go

polly and being helpful

beautiful

yet to be

understood

go or not to go

hold on

one day i'll just 

*poof*

it is not to posses 

 to love it is 

happy birthday BB 

cannot wait for stars

which will be bestest.

on a another note happy birthday Dorcas 

may you have a good better best birthday all the way in London

If i do visit my sister in Sheffield i would drop by (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAYZZZZZ AGAIN

golly so hansum (:

oh ho awesome table :D

and this time i fell into a prickly thorny bush

now i have HAIRLINE cuts and grazes everywhere

and i choose option B

close to heart

just

close to heart

oh hohoho look at the weight loss :D! 

hertis in actionzzz

met the dad

still rendezzzzzvousing in the hospital

and my dear zel

heard a couple of things

but really i guess what affected me the most is

hearing everything when im in the midst of a 

very bad week.

well, it was guess i deserve it as so you all say

but i did get my desserts in the end

so i thought we were all equal

or yet again maybe not

but i would have wished all of you

would have decided to shower such a story on me

when im not in a middle of all this shit

 work hard zel alright

does you inspire you

I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruisy knees
But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like 
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruisy knees, 
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue

no milk

no wine

just a pile of dirty dishes in the sink

sour oranges and bitter lemons

towering books, tall order

crying onions and wrong moves

suitcases and plans

to run 

run run 

run run run away

http://flickr.com/photos/aquilophoto/2786188404/sizes/o/

i seriously cannot find the effing passport

ahhh feel like crying

had

and always will

I think life is unfair

and it takes exactly one hour to get home from SGH

get well soon Dad

hopefuulyyyy you can walk around and collect rubber seeds soon

Zaps internalz bleeding with lazer gun***

im tired

Dad- im not bored here but im sad because i cannot watch Tom & Jerry

(: well you got to love me dad.

and my mom is going to run away to indonesia for one week

when she just got home from mynmmar like 2 days ago

zzzzzzzzz

hate hate hate hate hate

big empty house with no dad and tom and jerry

i forgot what i wanted to type

by the way i migrated my work space from the bed to the table

but  i so need a comfortable chair

because

my butt 

is like

numb

ok J is going to abandonz me for presentation tmr

crys 

to all you poor souls out there

hang in there

sometimes

i think 

i got my life packed in a suitcase

and i'll run run run away

I fell i love

with a

4 legged

Casanova 

who meltzzzz

my heartzzzz

anyways happy birdsdae mon. (:

we Love yoooo alot

may you have a very good year ahead !

sometimes i really want to cook all my life 

Everything I do
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl

Everything I do
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl

Girls, oh girls, they turn my mind around in circles
Oh girls, oh girls, they turn the world around in circles

Everything I do
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl

Everything I do
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl
I do it for a girl

Girls, oh girls, they turn my mind around in circles
Oh girls, oh girls, they turn the world around in circles

Girls, oh girls
Girls, oh girls-walter meego

i conclude walter meego writes rubbish lyrircs

and sometimes i wonder

why the best isnt good enough

i used

still

but 

im 

trying

to

ignore

what

the 

muscle 

in 

the 

left

side

of 

the

chest

say

i

cant

forget

even

though

i

am

trying

very

hard

really

till

one

day

perhaps

i

dont

know

really

tiring

to

fight

against

myself

just

like

a

salmon

swimming

up

stream

i

hope

this

dies

I

am

really

going

no

where

YAY FOR J porto :D

i love how dad gives me food challenges to fulfill

basic fried rice for lunch

and he conveniently requested stirfried beef beehoonnnz

which will be my first time atttempting

and i just drew my curtains and opened my window for some sunshine

and guess what

it has started to rain

you know how i love good music

even though J says my music is puke-inducing

HELLOOOOOO

STARS ARE COMING

:D

TO THOSE WHO KNOW ME

I HAVE BEEN FINDING 

AT THE WAKE-the formats

FOR THE GOD KNOWS EFFING HOW LONG

WELLLL

AFTER

SO 

LONG

I FOUND IT!

im so happy its not even funny

welllll.

to those who have no idea what song am i talking about

here take it

( LUCKY HOW YOU ALL DONT HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE PAIN OF FINDING IT)

the format-at the wake(click to dwnld)

max brenner with the lovely

well its great seeing you after

A VERY VERY VERY long time

well im glad your doing just fine

((((: and i will see you soon Izzzmmma. 

and THE MOM is flying of to mynmmar tmr for 5 days

she really love to anyhow run TERRIBLE ):

HELLO WORLD

I AM OFFICIALLY 

ACCEPTABLE WEIGHT

I AM DAMN HAPPY CAN

AFTER LIKE

FOREVER

OK

I 

AM

GOING

TO 

DO 

MORE SITUPS BYE! :D

hello hello gf gfffffff

my door says hello

and the gf has a bob

and yes so very hot

And why d'you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?
And why d'you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

to everyone who made it yesterday

thank you for making me a very happy person

I am so glad :D

ahh but im burping beer right now

not that good with a 3

3hour back to back lesson tonight zzzzz

dies la dies hahahaah.