"you don't even try"

and im asking "why?"

i am getting my room painted :D

very very pretty

well its all white now

but im going to end up with a dark blue ceiling and one dark blue wall

and 3 sides of light blue

i think it will look very pretty (:

actually i cannot wait for my cosmic blue ceiling

only no glow in the dak stars this time (:

ilya : hello i want to yamseng with you and eat insane amounts of green tea and red bean ice cream, OPERATION CHEERUPS! :D

yea i spent 2 days with a chicken

draggy afternoon

sushi was good though

and oh yea

WELCOME HOME JUUUU!!!! :D

you is home yay!!!! :D

im here and not going anywhere

but it would really help if you 

tell me 

show me

hint me

to stay and wait 

tell me 

LMMMMMMMMMM

since you flooded my tagboard

i decided to create one post to reply you

yes it is absolutely ratty 

but i absolutely love it x 459383948495859585

okay you owe me curry mee , i want jia liao

MUNICH i am very zealous you 

i would love to poke your eye out now

YOU KNOW I REALLY IS MISS EUS MANY

come home now ):<

we have to whine alot before school starts

and hopefully remain in the same class

because ar

if we dont

i think

I is will die

very badly ):

sigh 

COME HOMEEEEEEEE

LMMF :D

i think i really

care and worry alot for you

okay goodbye

i think i shall cook scrambled eggs tommorow morning (:

baby hippotamoosus a bundle of joy

CAN I HAVE ONE TOOO !!!? :D

And i'll be having mcdonald's tonight thank you 

(:

why do people assume

ask and i'll answer

that simple

no communications

no obligations

no complications

i am so 

sigh

nevermind

last night was the ultimate tire me out

worst part

i can't get to sleep

sheesh

turtles , cucumbers , rascal :D 

very bloody hot day 

in the middle of nowhere hur 

SURPIRSE LMM! i got the very ratty postcard

erm POSTPAPER, the only thing that i didnt have to squint my eyes to decipher is my name and address cause it did not KENNA the rain

anyways thanks for the love all the way from Europeo , totally made my day

AND YOUR BUILDINGS nice ar!!!!

improve ahahah see the more details the better ((:

im not moping THAT much anymore

but your still MIA-ing in the middle of Europe being a tourists and of course taking many building for me ( cough cough) anyways much love for the love on paper

can't wait for euus to bees backs

AND i realised we have yet to eat curry mee after cooking curry for 60 people it kinda strcuk some ( me jing ans sha has to go to eat yummy curry mee at chinatown memory)

ok xoxo tjokeeeng (: <3

yay happy 1000 songs to my itunes

i love you itunes 

kisses itunes through macbook*

Hello Jing where in Europe are you now?

my god i am such a wreck ):

so while i'm turning in my sheets

and once again, I cannot sleep

walk out the door and up the street

look at the stars beneath my feet

remember the rights that i did wrong

look at the stars, falling down,

and i wonder where did i go wrong

ive got 12 songs starting with LOVE on itunes

ironic how you can't find a single one

hide and seek

speak no feeling

I am

just

like that

i just lost myself again

you should have stayed home

Jing i really need you now LIKE NOW 

JING YOU SEEEEEE!!!!!! )))))))):

HOW IT BROKES!

got anymore ??? ))))):

cries!!!

its leglesssss!

All i know is that your so nice

your the nicest thing ive ever seen 

to hold your hand when your upset

(: 

heart bulbasaur and whoever who drew it ((((:

ALOT

>3 

"i met this wonderful girl"

photorbooth the mom and the sistazzz

i get angry !

but rarely

i believe the human mind is strong

and i have seen someone like that

you know who you are :)

and i know ive said it many times over

you have impressed me so much

i have to admit

YOU GOT ME WORRIED SICK ):

at least your better now 

i don't know you

but i want you

all the more for that

words fall through me

and always fool me

and i can't react

and games that never amount

to more than they're meant

will play themselves out

falling slowly,eyes that know me

and i can't go back

moods that take me ans erase me

and im painted black

you have suffered enough

and warred with yourself

it's time that you won

I think you are really really nice (:

a wind so strong it swept me off my feet

so along i go for a ride

to see what's installed 

be good or bad

shall just be

awaited 

patiently

AND YOU KNOW AR

i just declined going on a cruise 

to make it for herstory to see

contestant zibs can

i really cannot sleep and wake up early :(((( sad dies me

JING TOMMOROW YOU IS GO PARIS

NADAL AND FED PLAYING!!!!!!!

MUST HELP ME SAY HI TO THEM AR!

the shoes is back

the ipod is here

i found lamb chop

and amy is very fun to talk to

life

seems

to

be

getting

a

tiny

bit

better

a very bad dream and cats and dogs

is a perfect concoction

to just cry

i am becoming such an emotional wreck 

J how tell me?

I am mopey

rich 

and impulsive today

so me and fengs go on lets eat whatever things that come our way trip

and ate from 11 to 3am

sigh hearts you fenngsssss 

sometimes i feel that

I am impulsive

due to a foul mood and overwhelming good songs

i stormed out

and 

bought

myself 

an ipod

classic literally 

dad boxers books

the 1000 year old ginseng and his lair 

don't let me love you again

LMM says whoever invited the words best friends ought to be shot

yes LMM i agree

the perfect excuse

J don't be too angry 

try to enjoy yourself 

your so farrrr away ):

and MANY more days to go

hugs yoo cheerups

i woke up in an incredibly bad mood

with an aching body

i want a frozen treat from frolick

it makes me happy 

and they gave me a free tiny badge (:

and i really need lambchop's albums

heading no where

home

did you think about it ?

did you understand it?

so your going to leave?

i was overjoyed i could fly to the moon

But 

i stood there

and thought 

shit why the hell did i react like that

i was suppose

but i 

i would

to 

like 

you know

be

i don't know

Hugs Jing :(

come home soon. 

and we shouldn't be so emoooo

quite depressing