have i become a habit to you?

hello peemeo.

it has been a long time,well it is 3.43am in the morning and i cannot sleep.

I hate nights where I feel incredibly tired , but strange random thoughts

just decides to break my concentration to sleep.

Gah. Sometimes i wonder if i am cut out to work in design,well i do like it

but not absolutely love it. Maybe sometimes i feel so tired thinking of why

finding a design job means committing myself to 90% corporate gradient shift

photographs here and there kind of work, which i really truly suck at. Is make me

feel so blah.

ahhh great i am twenty one and have no goal in life.

spending 3 hours talking to an old friend

suddenly makes me feel so old

checks wrinkles in mirror**

good night my love

804 miles away from me.

i miss you so

i will hold you
and protect you
and feed you
and love you
and caress you
and hug you
and touch you
and love you

when i crumble down to tiny pieces

i hope you remember me.