its all good now all good 

cheers darlin

will you think of me

even if the lights go out on me

waffles, polly,pirate,sorry to burst your bubble,SUPPLIES

nobody

i say nobody

makes polly cry

it is against the law 

and all around me became still

and violet and bakkwa amuses me

and my butt cramps from badminton

and i really cannot resist hagendazeee after chicken wings

and oh pogo it is so partly your fault on this

and i have to collect duck chicken charsiew porky

and set up 3 wine 5 tea

and buy icecreamsoda and coke

and cny is sucks cause no jie jie at home . pfffft 

and I love polly many heartz  ((:

CMI

i cannot club like how i used to before

cannot even last past 2 am

tsk

horrible

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA :D 

what is the best thing that has ever happened to you

well i got a very nice and sweetheartzxzx sister

AND SHES NOT COMING HOME FOR CNY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE )):

but she gave me many aixing packages

I can hear the stars screaming

IM ALVE SO ALIVE

DOLPHINS ARE HERE TO WATCH ME DIE

i think vic and abl are really very awesome peoper hugs them x 1000000000

dear danger danke for exploring with me

And even though I tried

 I couldn't make her see

 I wasn't quite the one she thought I'd be 
And even though I cried

 I couldn't make her be the very thing I need

Could she be the very thing I needed? 
Could she be the very thing 
the very thing 

you don't break and enter into someone's life

and just say goodbye

i dream everynight

not nightmares

but just very random EXCITING dreams

im mentally tired though

but ( my dreams are so much more entertaining then my life)

and HELLO shoes i see you all the time in my dreams :D

So I'm waiting for this test to end 
So these lighter days can soon begin 
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree 
Like a kite that floats so effortlessly 
I was afraid to be alone 
Now I'm scared thats how I'd like to be 

and J and Sha , still have to say it sucks without having you 2 around ):

the night starts here the night starts here forget your name forget your fear -stars

FEEL FELT FELL

i can still feel

the chills of cold air

the warmth of  coffee cup

the smell of free

It was a dream 

I don't want to leave

I want 

be free

and drink awesome coffee in the freezing cold

stars stars stars!

i had dinner with my parents today

the first in months

we had kentucky fried chicken

fuck i take that back

ill be so over you

so so so so so so 

over you

how will i forget you

when you still make me 

think

of everything nice

i do want to tank 2008 for awesome friends

to olds and news

thank you for sticking around

p.s  danger loh

you is helps me alot for past few many days hugs for you

and to friends , for the past 5 or 6 days i was so not myself. but yes im UP! and will be reverting back to my normal boring old self. To heartaches and bad days

dear 2008

be gone 

Not be missed

be gone

to think how i traded dreams for a sackful of bad memories 

let me take you down cause

 I'm going  to strawberry fields .

nothing is real 

nothing to get hung about

strawberry fields forever