i sit and wonder

what will happen if i fall in love ? and i bet things will be so much different will i neglect things and whom i care for now ? will it take my time off from those who i spend for now? for now i really don't know.I'm someone who gets distracted so easily. will someone new distract me from someone i concentrate now. I'm contented caring for someone. but i wonder when is it my turn? to be cared for

i sit and wonder will i fall in love ?