swear you have no idea

i cried over you

fuck i got to get over it

i'm not smart 

i'm not great

i'm not good looking

but i am willing to do everything for you

every single damn thing.

second one second one second one

second person  i have cried for

and zel wasn't even counted as the first

slaps self***

what the hell am i doing 

but somehow you were worth it

and yes my heart's crippled by the vein i keep on closing

you cut me open

and i keep bleeding 

keep keep bleeding love